I have like all this sudden anxiety. It’s like everything’s finally real hen my entire news feed is about people buying football tickets and I’m not. What if my roommate doesn’t like me? What if classes are too hard? What if it’s too late to change my major? What if I never find good friends?

I’ve always been scared of fitting in but more than anything I want to be able to have the freedom to love someone and have them love me back. I want that joy surrounding a first date. A first kiss. A first love.

A voice keeps saying there’s someone out there for me…so whoever he is I’m waiting